The unhappiest Tuesday ever!

Sabar Nina..sabar!
weekend lps,aku x klua rumah lgsg, just to complete aku nye task..walaupun aku x brp nk suke c Mr. TSS tu, but 2 be profesional, aku bsedia untuk bekerjasama ngn dia untuk siapkan keje tu dgn sempurna..n smalam aku da siapkan program tu, ingat nk soh dia cek la. rupanye, dia da soh Tom Innoue, mamat Japanese tu tlg buatkan..dia x leh nk wat sbb dia xreti mengira sgt..(aku bukanla nk ngejek dia, tp dia yg paksa aku ejek dia..pdn muka!)..so wat for i'm in the cmpany?? TSS tu xpcaya aku lgsg..bile aku simulate kt software, bentuk yg terhasil tu jd lain..x sperti bentuk yg sebenar..actually bende tu mmg gitu..bukannye salah..n aku tau sbb ape bende tu jd bentuk lain..aku cube xplain,tp dia kate ape..."ya meh?????"..ohh,aku rase nk bg penumbuk kt muka dia time tu gak..n then,bende tu x stop kt situ..dia panggil Tom Innoue, simulate mamat jepun tu nye program lak, n ape yg berlaku, program Tom Innoue tu pun hasilkan bentuk yg lain.Tom Innoue tu programmer handal dr jepun yg dtg nk monitor pipe dia...n then Tom explainla kt TSS nape bende tu jd gitu, sebijik mcm yg aku explain kt TSS sblm tu...bukan bermaksud bende tu salah....then aku kate, 'ha,i told u oredi..'...tp aku mls nk ckp byk, kang dia kate aku blagak lak..yela,aku ni ijau lg, xde pngalaman keje cam dia..tp ape yg lg wat aku terbakar tu, dia kate kt Tom Innoue smbil gelak, 'but i believe ur program more la Mr Tom.., azrina's one not gud, dun hv shape'..sambil tengok simulation program aku kt PC, TSS n his bespren yg oso jahat like him,CCW tu gelakkan shape yg displayed kt monitor..ya Allah,sakitnye ati aku..bergenang air mata tros..aku rase dipijak n diludah je time tu..tp Tom Innoue kate, 'hers oso correct'..aku senyum kelat je kt Tom, sbb dia da backing aku..sbnrnye, aku n Tom je tau nape bende tu jd cmtu, sbb bende tu depends on calculation, bile kitorg try explain, dorg pcaya kt Tom je, ckp aku lgsg x dipakai..dorg takat drjah6 je, kalo soh dorg wat, blom tentu dpt.ntah2 klua bentuk beruang.bodo! tp gelakkan aku bukan main..helo, korg tu tengok Trigo pun da kelabu.ade hati nk gelakkan aku.time dorg tengah discuss psl bende tu (x puas2 lg gelakkan program aku smpai 1 opis dgr), aku blah p toilet sbb air mata aku da nk jatuh..smpai toilet aku nangis abes2...tengok kt cermin, mata aku merah gile, at last aku apply emergency leave half day..mmg down gile aku smalam. lg 1, aku xnak ade org prasan aku nangis. Huuuaaarrrgggghhhhh!!!! sakit gile smalam.. tp da ptg2 tu ok sketla..bile da luahkan kt mak aku, aku rase lega..kalo aku bhadapan situasi cmni, aku mmg perlukan sorg pendengar. aku x harap pun mak aku pujuk aku ke ape, dia diam je n dgr pun da cukup baik.

malam semalam, aku klua mkn ngan sumbody..balik umah tu, ujan lebat la plak..
but tell u wat..for the 1st time i felt, driving slowly in the rain while listening to sentimental song is absolutely soothing..it's cooling us inside out..bleh dijadikan sbg terapi bile emosi kite x stabil..

P/S: To TSS & CCW, I'm not dat stupid ok! but u're the one (both of u) who behave like one! Mind ur words and actions towards others! Learn to respect other people!

PERSAMAAN & perbezaan

Fara! ko tau tak ape persamaan & perbezaan kite?

Persamaan:
xde pakwe (xtaula kalo ko da de, tp x ckp)
malas nk pi keje (nk bukak bisnes retoran jap lg)
x senonoh (berak kentut sume nk ckp)
enset (tu pun sbb ko yg suggest)
suke masakan kampung
kuat berangan
'gatal' (pantang tengok lelaki dahi licin)

Perbezaan:
ketinggian (yela...aku pendek..)
ko x suke Fasha (ko jeles ngan dia..)
aku x suke cite gaun kembang2 (pasti tido spt aku menonton cite pride & prejedice..Huaarrhhhh..)
ko suke mi bandung (aku x suke sgt), aku suke mi rebus (ko x suke sgt)
ko pilih yuhee,aku pilih heroin ke2 (which means, beauty is subjective)

setuju tak???

But, u tetap kwn i.

Hectic Thursday!

Tadi Mr. SImon dr SIngapore dtg, nk discuss ngan dua2 manager (QC & Prod) regarding qualification untuk produce pipe connection baru.. tetibe Mr. Teo panggil masuk kt conference room..dia nk brief n discuss la on our further action psl bende tu, n aku disuruh wat program tok connection baru tu..n i think dis is a good starting point la 4 me to improve, memandangkan connection tu belum pernah dibuat lg..n i'll work out on it, & do at my very best..! not to show-off (definitely no!), but for my own satisfactory in the job itself. tp masa yg diberi agak singkat..next wednesday due..for both pipe & coupling..silap2,minggu ni aku takde weekend..huhu..tp takpela, aku cuba..
kalo semata-mata keje, emosi aku xkan terganggu mana pun..tp bile ade anasir2 jahat dr luar tu, haa, tu yg menguji sesangat tu..force tu dtg dari pelbagai arah..kalo force psl keje,maybe magnitud nye 10N, tp kalo diukur force 'anasir2 jahat tu', mau nye sampai 100N..so the point here is, other force (normally come from the various people attitude, dat is annoying,irritating..) influence our emotion more than the work force itself..kalo dibuat Finite Element Analysis (FEA), dia nye visual analysis mesti merah sana sini..haha..baru2 ni Ikram ade pesan kt aku (tetibe terkontek blk lak dgn "Bos" aku kt PML dulu),di dalam bekerja, yg plg penting adalah sabar..walaupun aku kt PML cuma 4bln,tp aku ade gak nmpk saat2 genting yg dia hadapi, walaupun time tu aku cuma trainee..tp btol la, mmg sabar tu wajib ade..kalo x, mmg susah nk survive..mcm pg td, susah ati aku..malas gile nk pi keje..dlm kete, on da way nk p keje tu, aku dgr lagu ni...

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in youLord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on, There will be tomorrow
In time, You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you

lagu ni mmg motivating la..aku suke lirik dia..aku ingat lg, dulu masa form3 sblom PMR, ade sorg pakar motivasi dtg skola untuk motivate kitorg..nama dia Hilter Yew..dia ajak ktorg nyanyi lagu ni sama2..kalo kite phmkan lirik dia, we can regain our spirit in anything we do. because why? because we are all heroes!