(^_^)

Lega akhirnye...aku dah pun submit task aku kt Mr. Tom...Huhhhhh...lapang sikit fikiran aku..tak sabar rasanya nak tunggu dia dtg next week.. he's the real champion..kalo bleh aku nk jadi se terer dia satu hari nanti...smart, yet down to earth..walaupun otak aku ngan dia ibarat langit dgn dasar laut, dia tak pernah pandang rendah kt kite..most importantly, dia tak lokek..tu yg aku mmg respect gile..dia bersedia nk guide aku, dan aku lak dpt indirect/informal personal training dr dia..hopefully dia blom nak pencen lg dlm masa terdekat ni sebelum aku jadi hebat mcm dia..ngahahah..

** Sukanyeeee aku......~~~.....dua2 CNC Program aku da siapkan (walaupun aku tak tau lg btol ke tidak)..hahah..

Back To School HSE Program

Hari ni aku rase nk cite psl program yg aku baru join td..half day program..Back To School HSE program nama dia..jointly organized by ASB & Petronas Mitco..actually, every tenants which reside their office on the ASB base will contribute 1k per annum to be utilized for any HSE related events..so, this is one of the events being organized la..
Untuk program td, ada 17 buah sekolah rendah yg ada kt sini yg join, each school sent 30 pupils, & 2 teachers..apa yg best, no matter how bz we are, starting from my level to the big bosses from various companies, sume turun padang for this so-called charity event..It's a very good deal actually..cara kita mendekatkan diri dgn masyarakat, di samping menyalurkan mesej2 yg positif pd masyarakat. Profit alone doesn't measure the well-being of a company, as for me lah..dlm program ni, byk gak company yang take part..UOS, PCPP, Scomi, Halliburton, Shell, MI-Swaco, Petronas Mitco, Petronas Carigali, Murphy, Thundercranes, KST etc..ape yg aku suke lihat ialah, the bond between us whenever we conducting any events or programs can be obviously seen, & then the comittee also memang commit abis to make the program greatly happened, tiap event kite akan jupe ramai kenalan baru, and from thereof, the network was built...then we have a wide range of association..!

Mengenai murid2 yg join program td, aku mmg impressed gile..aku tak nafikan budak2 skolah rendah zaman skrg mmg bijak2.. antara pengisian program yg diselitkan td ialah presentation untuk murid2 skola berdasarkan tajuk yg diberikan..& kitorang combine ngn Scomi untuk present mengenai Recycle atau Kitar Semula...kami akan terangkan pd murid2 mengenai recycle dalam tempoh masa yg telah diberikan, n then, murid2 lak kene present balik ape yg dorg phm dlm discussion td kt dpn pentas in front of all the Managing Directors and others..actually, kitorg da dipesan supaya jgn pergi satu2 tajuk tu dalam sangat, maklumla, bdk skola rendah kan...takut nanti jd complicated sgt, dorg bleh jd pressure n hilang minat..tp ape yg berlaku adalah sebaliknya..so, don't you ever think that budak2 zaman skarang sama dgn zaman kite dulu..Group skola ktorg (ade 2 buah skola combine, so 60 org sumanye) mmg presentation yg plg mantapla antara sume group..percaya tak, kitorg just suruh dorg tulis kt kad manila yg simple2 je, then jenis2 benda yg bleh di recycle, dan tujuan recyle..tu je!! (sbb mase yg diperuntukkan untuk dorg present kt stage pun x lama)..bile turn group skola kitorg, lps present ape yg ade kt kad manila tu kan, ade satu bdk ni tetibe baca sajak dgn bersemangat, n then kwn2 dia kt blakang jd backup actor wat lakonan ringkas..perrggggghhhhhhhhh!!!! n then cara dorg nk dismiss lak sgt proper...aku mmg terpegun gile..mmg unpredictable..pdhal takde pun mase tok dorg wat latihan cmne nk bentang..rupanye, budak yg baca sajak td tu mmg ketua murid kt skola dia, & mmg nampak tokoh kepimpinan dia bile dia arrange murid2 lain (termasuk murid2 skola 1 lg tu)..aku ade ternampak dia jln2 row by row sambil bisik sesuatu kt murid2 group dia time group2 lain tengah present..tp aku xtau lak ape yg dia nak buat sebenarnye..bile bdk2 ni turun stage, aku, Mr. Azmi (Scomi) & Fauzi berpandangan sesama kitorang..dorg pun kagum..sampai Mr. Azmi tu kate, "Uih, aku tak ajar dorg benda2 tu tau!..kreatif btol la dorg..mmg bijak!"..haha..time bdk tu bace sajak tu, mmg berdiri bulu roma aku..yela, dia bace dgn penuh smgt, n then dia command kwn2 dia soh jerit "Kami Sayang Bumi Ini"..Amazing!
Actually, dari awal lg aku da nampak yg bdk2 ni mmg berbeza dr zaman aku dulu...cthnye, bile Master of Ceremony tanye soalan2 kuiz kan, sume murid2 yg ade kt dewan angkat tgn berebut nk jawab, sampai ade yg nangis sbb dia tak diberi peluang tok menjawab tu..huh!..sampai Mr. Darren (KST Bigboss) kate, "huiyoo, they're totally different with my school time..dulu aa, if the teacher ask, saya mmg takkan angkat tangan punya..mau lari lg ada"..hahaha...
So,
credits to all the teachers out there..u've such a great challenge and brilliant students to deal with, nowadays..

I'm looking forward to joining more and more events in the future..walaupun at the beginning, aku rase mcm, alahai, malasnyeeee nk bangun awal hari Sabtu..haha..

Failed.

2.15 pagi; Rabu; 22 April 2009

Aku baru je selesai menyiapkan satu task. Benda yg aku da buat last week sampai tak tido mlm (nasib baik weekend, & purposely did). Then, the next monday, aku submit kt Mr. Tom melalui email, 3hari aku abeskan tok buat benda tu, dlm masa sehari je dia leh reply blk email aku untuk bgtau yg ape aku buat tu 95% wrong!..uih, down gile..cuma ade 2 point yg aku wat betul, then point ke3 da start salah..dan hmmmm...ape lg, terikutla sampai ke point2 seterusnya salah).da la email tu aku cc kt Mr.GM dan lain2 yg berkenaan.

rase down sbb...
1st, aku rase cm sia2 je aku stay up 1 mlm suntuk nk buat benda tu dan akhirnye dpt tau yg sume tu salah..rase x berbaloi je, kalo aku ganti ngn tido kan lebih sedap mlm tu.
2nd, aku malu sbb sume yg aku wat tu salah dan GM aku pun tau aku wat salah..ngahahah...
yg plg hampeh, TSS yg duduk sebelah meja aku gelakkan aku cukup2..(jahat btol la, sepak kang!)..lps dpt emel tu, aku rase cm malas nk start it all over again..sakit kpala, sakit badan tau..da la bln ni rase exhausted sgt2. aku cuba kumpul blk sisa2 semangat yg ada, then aku start blk..& finally mlm ni aku da amend benda tu..cuma ade 1 part yg aku serius x leh wat, & rasanye kalo sampai tghari esok aku x dpt solution, aku nk give up dan tunggu je Mr. Tom dtg Labuan dr Jepun next week & ask for his guidance. but aku akan try lg esok..tengok mcmana..Must try, & prove something! aku kire, sok aku nak submit blk kt Tom, kali ni aku rase aku da wat sume dgn betul...(kalo salah gak x tau lah)..cuma masalahnye, aku da hilang kompiden untuk cc benda tu kt org lain..leh tak aku submit personally?sbb kang kalo salah lagi, agaknye org sebelah aku ni mau guling2 kt lantai gelakkan aku. sian kan aku..
Hmm..takpelah, aku cc jela kot...biarlah ape org nak kate..at least we try! aku blajar. bukannye crime pun. lgpun aku da biasa diketawakan. But, IF! benda yg aku submit tu completely correct, siapla ko org sebelah!..haha..
aku just pikir camtu je, kalo yg aku buat kali ni betul, mesti aku akan rase excited & eager to do more & more. hopefully lah..

lagipun, aku penah terbaca 1 wording ni...to be succeed, be prepared for more failures in the future..so what's now? Go for it!

Happiness is a Voyage

We convince ourselves that life will be better once we are married, have a baby, then another. Then we get frustrated because our children are not old enough, and that all will be well when they are older.Then we are frustrated because they reach adolescence and we must deal with them. Surely we’ll be happier when they grow out of the teen years. We tell ourselves our life will be better when our spouse gets his/her act together, when we have a nicer car, when we can take a vacation, when we finally retire. The truth is that there is no better time to be happy than right now. If not, then when? Your life will always be full of challenges. It is better to admit as much and to decide to be happy in spite of it all. For the longest time, it seemed that life was about to start.
Real life.

But there was always some obstacle along the way, an ordeal to get through, some work to be finished, some time to be given, a bill to be paid. Then life would start. I finally came to understand that those obstacles were life. That point of view helped me see that there isn’t any road to happiness. Happiness IS the road. So, enjoy every moment. Stop waiting for school to end, for a return to school, to lose ten pounds, to gain ten ounces, for work to begin, to get married, for Friday evening, for Sunday morning, waiting for a new car, for your mortgage to be paid off, for spring, for summer, for fall, for winter, for the first or the fifteenth of the month, for your song to be played on the radio, to die, to be reborn… before deciding to be happy.Happiness is a voyage, not a destination. There is no better time to be happy than… NOW!
Live and enjoy the moment.

Love Story by Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flash back starts
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince
And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
Romeo save me They're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby just say yes


*Suke la lagu ni..lyric & Vclip dia pun cam best..

I need u my sifu...!!!!!

AAAaaaa...camne nk wat multigrooving kt face shoulder ni...aku x reti...! da la certain portion je, angle lain2 plak tu...aku tengok drawing pun aku da rase nk juling tengok alpha, beta, gamma yg byk2 tu..kecik lak tuh. mendera btol! 1st connection yg aku jupe yg ade bende alah ni...btol la kate ko Mr. Tom, 5x more difficult! kalo ko kate 5x, aku kate 50x susah. tak tido mlm dibuatnye ko tau tak..(kalo ko, sure ko masih leh tdo awal)..nasib baikla, dlm dunia ni ade 'pirate of the carribean'..bole la aku install software tu kt umah n buat keje2 yg berkaitan ngn program kt umah. sakit kepala. pelik btol aku ngn spec connection baru ni, nak jugak aku tanye engineer yg design pipe connection tu, kenapa dia mesti wat groove kt face shoulder tu. ape fungsi dia, ape keburukan kalo bende tu takde, dan ape kelebihan kalo dia ade..(tp malaslah nk amek tau, wat tambah sakit pale aku je). kalo ikut kepala aku yg tak bijak ni, aku tengok cam tak lebih dari sekadar nak melawakan bentuk dia je..kalo tengok bentuk, mcm kipas je, mcm impeller pun ade, tp calculation dia,sikit pnye susah. program jgn ckp la. aku tak tau aku leh wat ke tak. tp aku tekad aku nak try gak no matter what. da la aku takde sape yg bleh dirujuk skrg ni..sifu aku pun kt jepun...emel jela jadi penghubung..nasib baikla dia jenis responsive orgnye..so, senang bekerjasama ngan dia..even dia on-leave pun dia tetap akan balas emel aku kt umah dia. i like u lah Mr. Tom! Mesti ko pening nak cek program aku nanti kan. Biar ko pening. Biar kite same2 pening. Ngahahah. Mane aci aku pening sorg je.
Okeh, target aku, aku mesti siap pipe ngn cplg nye program by next week! Mesti!

&*$#@!&^%$!!!

God! there're sooo many works to do..& it's too much! & next month wud be my crazy month ( which is already started lately), & May will full with audit agenda by various parties, & the qualification test for new connection will be conducted concurrently with all those encumbering audits..many things need to be monitored closely & it made my life disorderly scheduled..some more, the new plant is going to be setup soon, & i'm indirectly involved into some part of it (& actually it's not part of my job)!..what with my existing task to be completed..I'm going to die oredi. what fears me much is the new connection qualification test..it's definitely important for us to get the license to thread the connection..i don't even manage to finish the pin side program..so, don't talk about coupling yet..coz no sign to start it that soon..huhuhu..i hope i can work on it this weekend, all out! can i? this is absolutely 'bottlenecking' me inside out.
tired.