'Blow-off' Thursday

uhuhuhu..aku hampir2 quit dr cmpany aritu..aku xtahan sgt2...da lame aku plan nk brenti sblom aku confirm (hjg bln ni)..tp bile aku pikir panjang2, syg gak..kalo aku brenti, tah brp lama lg la aku kene tunggu keje baru..then,aku pun tekad..khamis tu aku nk ckp sume bende yg aku simpan slama ni kt Plant Manager aku..aku hamburkan sume rahsia2 yg membuatkan aku xtahan nk stay any longer kt situ..sume skali! aku x tinggalkan sesen pun! puas ati aku!rase ringan je badan pastu...haha..sampai ternganga bos aku..dia x sangka benda tu jd kt aku..dia btol2 ingat aku xde masalah slama 6bln ni..then aku kate, if no solution, i hv to quit no matter what!! (baru ari ni aku rase aku tegas n tetap ngan pendirian aku nak brenti, sbb slama ni aku teragak2 nk bukak mulut)..terkejut Mr. Teo..Pls Azrina, is there sumting for me to work out so that u can stay back with us??
aku??? blur..saya da pikir benda ni da lame..saya pun buntu..the best way, I quit. (wlupun sbnrnya it's not the best way)..dat's why I come here to see u.. (hanya dia, aku n sorg kakak admin kt dlm conference room tu)..all dat he could say, 'very tough azrina..why don't u tell me earlier..why u giv the money to him??".. it's ok Mr Teo, bout the money, he oredi return back to me..but the thing is, saya x tahan lg keja dgn dia..sy x bleh bekerja dsini..I can't develop myself n even survive here..
'Ok, like this..how if I transfer u to QC, since they're looking for female QC exec? Pls think bout it Azrina"..aku?? lame aku diam...but i hv to let GM know bout this..have to! i must explain to him the situation u're in now n why u want to resign..i'll suggest to him if u can be transferred to QC..but now, u think bout it 1st, after i met GM, i'll come back to u..memule tu aku refuse untuk benarkan dia cite kt GM psl rahsia tu...kalo sampai ke pengetahuan c tertuduh tu, mampus aku!..tp lpas dia bg jaminan yg our GM tu OK, n leh simpan rahsia, aku pn setuju..stop thinking of looking for other job k azrina, sambil senyum kt aku, sblom dia p bilik GM...aku senyum je..hahaha..stop thinking of it? x mungkin....
lame gak Mr Teo dlm bilik GM..bedebar2 aku..apela action yg dorg amek, bile abes discuss nanti..aku pun turun plant, pantau pape yg patut..tp hati aku mmg x tenang..
11.20 camtu, aku naik opis balik, n Mr Teo panggil aku..dia kate, GM x setuju if aku transfer to QC..dia nk aku pegang CNC programming tu gak..dia kte Mr. Tom ade cite kt GM yg aku da byk catch up n improve alot..(kononnye la)..if u transfer to QC, sayang...u oredi go half way..n dia kte GM nk aku bersabar..tahan je sikit lg...at least pun for 4 moths..maybe nanti bile plant baru bukak, u can transfer to the west plant...lgpun, u da nk confirm..n u know wat, u'll get 500 salary increment upon ur confirmation..aku: but Mr Teo, i'm not working due to material comfort..i want to be happy..
'Ya, I understand..but pls...'...sambil tengok mata aku (ish,ni yg aku lemah ni)
OK!..(dlm ati: i'll never stop thinking of looking for other job Mr. Teo...very sorry)
Mr Teo: anything, just let me know...
aku: OK..
Dimissed.

tp ringan sket la kpala aku..lenkali, ape2 je xkene, lbh baik lepaskan je kan..jgn simpan dlm kpala otak..sakit woo..