lagi lagi makan...!

Senak perut mlm ni...td berbuka ngan aku nye muslim colleagues kt Grand Dorsett Hotel..& Eddy is the only non (even he's a strong Catholic believer, but still, he spend some times with his muslim friends.gud!)..
bukan company yg organize pun sebenarnye, ni plan antara ktorang kt opis je..actually gi sane pun saje nk hepy2 gather together, slain nk mkn puas2..(hehe, xpuas pon..biasanye kalo mkn dgn org lain untuk suke2, aku bukan aim untuk kenyang pun, but since jrg mkn bersama, aku pun joinla skali, walaupun ape yg aku mkn td, jgnkan RM45, RM20 pun x sampai rasanye.huhu..it's not worth it)..da tu kan, balik umah sambung agenda lain plak..haha...sblom btolak td, aku sempat jenguk mama masak kt dapur..dia tgh masak buttermilk prawn...arrgh..my fevret!..smpat pesan kt dia, simpan sket tok aku..balik umah, pe lg, bantai udang buttermilk tu plak, n minum air klapa sejuk..mane tak senak!?!
minggu ni asyik agenda makan je ek...tak padan ngan nama bulan pose..haiyyaa..
aku ingat nk cari penimbang berat badan tula..(bukan nk belila, nk cari kt supermarket je, then timbang berat aku jap, pastu simpanla balik..hehe..kedekut nk mampos)..aku nk tau brp berat badan aku skrg..kot2 la aku lg ringan dr erra fazira..sbb, skrg ni berat erra fazira da mencecah 58kg (sbb dia pregnant..hoho)..i bangga you!

'sungkai' together with bapak

Mlm td, zoefry ajak berbuka pose kat restoran bapa angkat kitorang, kt Restoran Anjung Warisan..cikgu sahbudin, mentor kitorang mase kt SMSL..da jd bisnesman pn dia..lain2 yg hadir termasuk Razak, Salina, & abg Nazir pun ade..tp yg sygnye, x sume dpt join..byk2 famili mentor-mentee kt skola dulu, famili kitorg la yg plg best rasenye..famili lain kbyknnye sekadar menyahut seruan kementerian pendidikan...rase mcm sume mentee termasuk mentor responsible to each other..kak aizan, kak ayun, & the late kak debbie (may she rest in peace)..time tu, abg2 & akak2 mentee mmg care ngan junior mentee dorg, & masing2 nk mencapai yg terbaik untuk naikkan nama famili..besides, slalu gather hjg minggu wat event masak2 same2 kt umah Cikgu Budin d flat guru, n makan ramai2..mmg mcm famili betul lah..kak Rainie, wife cikgu Budin pun sporting, & even ngan anak2 dorg pun kitorang rapat smpai skarang..time gather tu la kitorg berbual2 & bapak ktorg bg nasihat..n then, even da abes skola pun, kitorg still in touch with each other, n cikgu budin pun slalu nk amek tau perkembangan kitorang...dat's wat made our family so special, where the bond is very strong..mmg zaman kegemilangan family kitorg la dulu, sbb sume berlumba-lumba kumpul merit hinggakan akhir tahun kitorang dinobatkan family cemerlang..ade 2X rasenye..

Huhh, byk btol lauk smalam..butter prawn sekilo, sambal udang sekilo, steamed ikan putih, sotong sekilo, grilled pari, n watermelon juice, buah-buahan & puding durian as the desserts..mmg xleh abes 6org..time kaseh byk2 bapak, kerana belanje anak2 makan..hehe.. ;-)

10 days to go..

Tak terase ek..lg 10 hari Ramadhan akan berakhir..sedih gak..pasni kene tunggu stahun lg bru jumpe Ramadhan tahun dpn..tu pun tah jumpe ke tak..tahun ni aku krg sgt pi terawih banding tahun lps..maybe sbb tahun ni aku da keje kot, blk rumah je tros terbaring kt sofa (kdg tu smpai terlelap), penat+ngantuk gile..(ah, alasan!)
tp yg aku segan tu, kt masjid, saf depan sume makcik2 yg da tua..sume yg jenis sakit kaki(x tahan berdiri lama), tp mereka sume wat 23 rakaat...Aku yg masih kuat ni??? 8 rakaat pon da nk tergolek...malula wey!

oh ye..td sume colleagues aku dpt advance bonus sebulan gaji (for those yg join cmpany before 29February 08)..ayaaark...aku join cmpany 1March..lebih 24jam je pun..huhu..tp takpela, same gak...ade gak baiknye..sesape yg masuk bulan Mac n tak dpt advance bonus tu, hjg tahun ni leh dpt full, tanpa tolak sebulan advance yg telah diberi bulan 9 ni..ngeheheh..(amboi nina, mata duitan!)

hmm..aku tgh menunggu confirmation dari Mori Seiki psl CNC Programming Advance Training ni..By right, minggu dpn 24-26 kene pi KL, tp asal lambat dorg bg confirmation ni..kalo postpone xpe lg, kalo lastminute kate jadik, tu yg tak best tu...kelam kabut..
ermm..td guys dr UOT tu da nk balik..sebelum tu dorg p amek gambar ngan sume trainer dorg, sorg2...including me..haha..best gile deal ngan dorg..friendly & polite..da la cun!..wah??hahaha..pasni, takleh nk cuci mata lg dah..
huhuuu...bye2 UOT staff!

Confirmed!

Pergghh..lambat gile nk mnunggu surat confirmation (yeke aku tertunggu2?)..dulu tak, skrg ye..alang2 da terconfirmed, teruskan ajela..& tempuh jela ape yg ade kt dpn tu..kalo x tertempuh,langgar je..ekekek..

kemarin..

Kakak admin: Azrina, ktorg ade gud news 4u...
Aku: ape nye?? (aku rase aku tau, tp saje wat2 tanye..hehe..pi rah)
kakak admin: ermmm...nantilah bgtau..(John adela plak kt front desk tu..tu yg xleh ckp..confidential)
Aku: Lorr..

Aku pun berlalu nk jupe rusli lak (abg admin), ade hal sket..

Abg admin: haaa...azrina,gud news 4u..
Aku: hah, kak noridah pun ade ckp..wat? (sengih2 kambing)
Abg admin: u've confirmed! the letter is just being faxed from KL Head Office..
Aku: oo is it? (alaa bang, bg la sy tengok surat tu..confirm tu mmgla confirm,tp sy nk tengok bende lain..;))
Abg admin: u want to see the letter? wait a minute, i take it from ur file..surat original, maybe u've to wait another 2,3days..
Aku: boleh jugak..(Yess..hehe)

Alhamdulillah..they rised my money, effective this month.

can't wait for tomorrow..

Esok Birthday Mama..aku da prepare present untuk dia ahad lalu lg..saje nk beli awal..sebab birthday dia jatuh pd hari rabu, working day, so, takut x sempat nk cari present..aku beli make-up set untuk dia..asalnye nk belikan handbag..tp takut dia lak x berkenan, lgpun, beg dia da byk..
td, lps klua opis, tros p Delihan Bakery, tempah Yogurt Cheesecake..sok pas keje aku amek..nk celebrate birthday mama..taun lps, aku cuma mampu beli kek je..takde duit masa tu..so, taun ni, aku bercadang nk bg hadiah n birthday cake skali..just wanna make her feel dat she's much remembered n appreciated. n to show my love to her..(i dont know how to show in other way,n even never say, but i hope she understand)..xsabar2 nk kasi present tu esok..kalo ikut ati, ahad aritu gak aku nk kasi..tp sabar..hehe..ni la hadiah pertama dari aku untuk mama bagi tahun pertama aku bergaji..hrp mama suka..

Reasons to like a woman...

Once i read this, i felt so special!!! Wow, how lucky u guys out there with women living in this world.. Peace ;P

~So lucky to be a woman~

Sweet Ramadhan..

Takde bende yg lebih penting hari ni selain daripada mendapat tau yg my beloved ex-roommate time 1st yr dulu da convert to Islam ..Syukur Alhamdulillah..memang btol2 right timing..Da la bulan Ramadhan.terharu+sebak aku bile dpt tau..akhirnye kan...x sia2 aku pindah bilik time 1st yr dulu semata-mata nk temankan dia, dr ground floor ke 2nd floor..walaupun ilmu aku dlm bab agama ni ciput, but somehow, aku berusaha yg mane termampu untuk tlg dia (walaupun aku sekadar ajar doa2 pendek & yg simple2 je..haha)..time tu x ramai org tau yg dia sebenarnye da jalani kehidupan sbg seorang muslim sejak dia Form 5 lg x silap aku. tp apa yg dikesali, ade sesetengah org yg da tau time tu keep on pushing & asking when, when, when to convert..but nothing much she can do than just waiting for the right time..malah, ade jugak yg pandang serong, & x percaya ngn dia just because it takes long to convert.. she got sooo many things to consider, to ponder, & to think sooooo deeply..friends & family, how they're gonna treat her when she converted..cmne kalo family buang dia..nothing's impossible..walaupun sebenarnye aku sendiri x sabar..but i know, it's not dat easy..just give her some time & space, trust her..& see now..! mmg da lame aku tunggu brita ni..I'm really proud of u Vina..kalo Ot tau, mesti dia hepy..dulu dia x bagi aku pindah bilik tau..I wish u all the best Vina, n hope dat Allah always guide u to the right path of life n ur faith to Him will never change! Just follow ur heart & be strong, Noorah Daanya!

errmmm...hari ni hari yg plg mendahagakanlah..bygkanla, aku tengok coolant kt machine tu pun aku leh bygkan teh ais, pdhal coolant tu busuk gile..tp tengok dia kluar mencurah2 dr nozzle tu mcm best je kalo diteguk..(padahal aku bukannye pose pun, leh je minum kt pantry time org len kluar break)..time org lain lunchbreak, aku senyap2 p pantry..akak2 opis ni tau je aku xleh pose..tp c shah ni ade le plak kt opis tu..aku punyela tuang air R.O. senyap2, tetibe bunyi GLUP! kuat (bile air tu klua, tekanan kt dlm tong air tu berubah, tu yg jd bunyi cmtu tu)..adehh...kantoi le plak..c shah tu wat2 tdo tutup mata pakai handkerchief kt meja, tp saje wat muka gelak xde bunyi..hampeh..
alahai, x sabarnye nk pose..

Yea..yea..esok kamis, lusa jumaat, tulat cuti!

eheh..tetibe aku rase minggu ni aku garang sketla ngan org, esp operator..apesal ek??haha..nk wat turning pointla tu konon..nk transform cm emilda gak..adelaa 5%..haha...xdela grg mane pon..just strict dgn keputusan yg aku buat..mcm td, ade 2 org operator baru report duty arini..dua2 tu mmg kwn rupanye..pg2 tu dorg di brief oleh staff admin dulu, sblom turun bawah start keje..aku yg tentukan dorg ikut shift mane2.. then, lps briefing, staf admin tu bgtau aku yg dorg berdua tu mintak diletakkan shift yg same kalo bleh, sbb yg sorg lg tu ade transportation problem..kalo same shift, dia leh tumpang kete kwn dia..eh, mane bleh aku kate..bukan dia yg arrange kite, kite yg arrange dia..lgpun, time interview da bg short brief lg kt dia..so, tu mslh dia..pandai2 la dia settle..pastu staf admin tu tanye lg, can't u adjust somewhere??..eh, xbleh..dua2 shift kene balance..lgpun, mane bleh tukar2 shift org lain sesuke ati...kang yg lain nk mintak gak, susah..
'so, dia x leh tukar la ni?'
'tak'.
wooah..cam selfish je bunyinye..hahaha..xdela, kalo dulu mmg aku consider gak..tp skrg xleh..kdg kene ketepikan soal hati & perasaan ni..kalo x, xleh wat keje..bak kate zarina, sumtimes frenship is not applicable to all..
oh btw..aku pelik dgn c Mr TSS ari ni..td tanye sumting kt dia..dia jwb je ape aku tanye tanpa menyakitkan ati aku cam slalu..haa, kalo camtu kan senang keje..boleh pun jawab tanpa perlu sakitkan ati org..ingatkan x bleh..tp aku pelik wo..ataupun dia ni tgh kumpul lava, n tgh tunggu masa nk meledak sebenarnye..hoho..jangan!

hrmmm...arini aku da dpt result untuk shell interview aritu..& dgn bangganya aku da failed interview tu buat kali kedua..wakakaka...dahlah, malas nk try lg..da bukan rezki kt situ..manela tau kan, kot2 kalo aku pegi shell jumpe ngan org yg 2x ganda TSS tu lak..x ke naya..so, takpela..aku pun xdela kecewa sgt..in fact, xde prasaan..sbb da agak da..hahaha..
td, time lunch hour (ktorg x kluar), aku surf deko-eric nye website..nk tengok dia nye interior design collection..
memule tu brangan nk wat room makeover, tok bilik sendiri kt rumah (tp budget tinggila..so brangan jela dulu)..tah camne tetibe terberangan nk miliki sebuah cafe lak..then aku design la cafe tu comey2..mesti laku..haha..eh, tp serius, angan2 aku nk bukak cafe ni da lame..siap dulu time skola brangan ngan iffah nk bukak restoran..kire ktorg business partner la..haha..kuat btol brangan..yg jadi nye habuk pun tarak..haha...
dah, cukup2!

Yesssss..sempena bulan pose ni, kaum hawa kt opis aku leh balik kol 3.45pm..yela, nk sediakan makanan berbuka tok suami, n anak2 lagi kan…takdela kelam kabut…hehe..tp ktorg takde lunch hour..org len p lunch, ktorg kene wat keje kt opis ler..tp takpela, slama ni pun, bulan pose ke bulan tak pose ke, aku mmg tak kluar makan pon…
hari ni dtg lg tebiat aku yg suke drive slow2..mentang2la balik awal kan..haha..aku bawak 50-60km/h je, all the way..bile dtg angin nk berlaju-lajuan tu, kalo bleh aku tak nak tengok ade kete kt dpn aku, mesti nk potong…padahal P lg tu..da la tak tampal..haha
td aku tengok emil emilda..klakar gile part dia buat tribe dance tu..aku gelak tak hengat..haha..tau2 ade inspektor polis kt bilik opis dia tu..malu gile..ari ni emilda da transform menjadi org yg lebih berkeyakinan, tegas, berani, dan lebih lawa dr sebelumnye..drpd dulu, dgn spek dia yg besar n tebal tu buruk beno, cam mak nenek…da la pengecut, biar je org buat ape kt dia, redha je, tak berani melawan…dan aku rasa, itulah aku skrg ni…agak2, bile ek aku leh transform cam emilda..esok leh tak??ohoho…I tak ready…kt mane aku nk wat tribe dance nanti, aku bukannye ade bilik opis sendiri, aku bukan CEO cam emilda, aku kuli je…hahaha..just kidding..tp, aku harap 1 ari nanti aku leh transform cam emilda.. don’t care wat people say, as long as we’re right..as long as we’re happy..as long as we don’t pour sand into others rice cooker (ha?)..yeah!!!..pastu leh dpt boipren cam aaron aziz..wakakak…jauh benar ko melencong tu nina..

ari ni ari ke2 pose.. rindu lak nk berbuka dgn kengkawan cam 2,3 tahun lps..Rindu sesangat!! Jalan2 kt bazaar ramadhan Parit Raja, beli air klapa mawi yg sedap itu, mkn nasi ambang, nasi kerabu, kuih tepung pelita, pas terawih mkn murtabak lak, kdg beli puding dlm bekas yg dicurah dengan air manisan tu, kang sahur mkn roti john lak..kdg tu, laksa sejuk pun jadik…haha..time beli makanan tu, bukannye ingat saiz perut..main rembat je ape yg sedap mata memandang..yg kelakar tu, bile da beli byk2, konon skali ngan makanan tok sahur la, sahur lak tak terjaga..wahhh, memang kenyangla sape2 yg tgh bercuti tu siang harinye..haha...rindu gile zaman blajar..takde zaman yg plg best dlm hidup ni slain zaman blajar bg aku..kalo la doraemon tu wujud, nk je aku masuk drawer dia pegi ke zaman lampau..oh nina, stop dreaming!

Sharing is caring..

1. If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?
++ ZzzzzzZZZzz....
2. Do you still have feelings for your ex?
++ ex???hahaha..
3. Last time you laughed? who makes you laughed?
++ an hour ago..a joke cracked by Iwan..
4. Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
++ ada..haha
5. Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
++ nope..unless i hv to!
6. Would you ever date your bestfriend (of the opposite sex)?
++ maybe..
7. What's the last mistake you made?
++ can't think one..
8. Do you regret anything from your past?
++ yup! If i cud turn back time, I wud be a student who never skipped the class, 5 or 6 yrs ago..
yet, thank God for who I am now..otherwise, i'll never meet such a wonderful people around.
9. If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
++ maybe..
10. How do you react when people cry around you?
++ i never taught on how to comfort people. but, i'll try to be the best beside them.
11. Do you bump into someones arm if you want to hold their hand?
++ ermm..i dunno.haha..never.
12. Last argument?
++ not that serious.
13. Are you jealous of this person?
++ Who??
14. Do you know how to belly dance?
++ nope.
15. What are you listening to?
++ My Endless Love (Lionel Richie Ft. Diana Ross)..i like this song!
16. Last beverage?
++ Nescafe GOLD
17. Last nap?
++ long ago..
18. Do you own a planner?
++ no..haha..just a simple to-do list.
19. Favorite months?
++ Ramadhan, Syawal, n of course October! hehe
20. what's going on this weekend?
++ dunno! i nvr own a planner..
21. what song is on your mind just this second?
++ go back to question #15
22. What are you doing this Saturday?
++ doing nothing.
23. Sweetest thing anyone has everdone for you?
++ hoho..i dun think i wud mention it here.

'Blow-off' Thursday

uhuhuhu..aku hampir2 quit dr cmpany aritu..aku xtahan sgt2...da lame aku plan nk brenti sblom aku confirm (hjg bln ni)..tp bile aku pikir panjang2, syg gak..kalo aku brenti, tah brp lama lg la aku kene tunggu keje baru..then,aku pun tekad..khamis tu aku nk ckp sume bende yg aku simpan slama ni kt Plant Manager aku..aku hamburkan sume rahsia2 yg membuatkan aku xtahan nk stay any longer kt situ..sume skali! aku x tinggalkan sesen pun! puas ati aku!rase ringan je badan pastu...haha..sampai ternganga bos aku..dia x sangka benda tu jd kt aku..dia btol2 ingat aku xde masalah slama 6bln ni..then aku kate, if no solution, i hv to quit no matter what!! (baru ari ni aku rase aku tegas n tetap ngan pendirian aku nak brenti, sbb slama ni aku teragak2 nk bukak mulut)..terkejut Mr. Teo..Pls Azrina, is there sumting for me to work out so that u can stay back with us??
aku??? blur..saya da pikir benda ni da lame..saya pun buntu..the best way, I quit. (wlupun sbnrnya it's not the best way)..dat's why I come here to see u.. (hanya dia, aku n sorg kakak admin kt dlm conference room tu)..all dat he could say, 'very tough azrina..why don't u tell me earlier..why u giv the money to him??".. it's ok Mr Teo, bout the money, he oredi return back to me..but the thing is, saya x tahan lg keja dgn dia..sy x bleh bekerja dsini..I can't develop myself n even survive here..
'Ok, like this..how if I transfer u to QC, since they're looking for female QC exec? Pls think bout it Azrina"..aku?? lame aku diam...but i hv to let GM know bout this..have to! i must explain to him the situation u're in now n why u want to resign..i'll suggest to him if u can be transferred to QC..but now, u think bout it 1st, after i met GM, i'll come back to u..memule tu aku refuse untuk benarkan dia cite kt GM psl rahsia tu...kalo sampai ke pengetahuan c tertuduh tu, mampus aku!..tp lpas dia bg jaminan yg our GM tu OK, n leh simpan rahsia, aku pn setuju..stop thinking of looking for other job k azrina, sambil senyum kt aku, sblom dia p bilik GM...aku senyum je..hahaha..stop thinking of it? x mungkin....
lame gak Mr Teo dlm bilik GM..bedebar2 aku..apela action yg dorg amek, bile abes discuss nanti..aku pun turun plant, pantau pape yg patut..tp hati aku mmg x tenang..
11.20 camtu, aku naik opis balik, n Mr Teo panggil aku..dia kate, GM x setuju if aku transfer to QC..dia nk aku pegang CNC programming tu gak..dia kte Mr. Tom ade cite kt GM yg aku da byk catch up n improve alot..(kononnye la)..if u transfer to QC, sayang...u oredi go half way..n dia kte GM nk aku bersabar..tahan je sikit lg...at least pun for 4 moths..maybe nanti bile plant baru bukak, u can transfer to the west plant...lgpun, u da nk confirm..n u know wat, u'll get 500 salary increment upon ur confirmation..aku: but Mr Teo, i'm not working due to material comfort..i want to be happy..
'Ya, I understand..but pls...'...sambil tengok mata aku (ish,ni yg aku lemah ni)
OK!..(dlm ati: i'll never stop thinking of looking for other job Mr. Teo...very sorry)
Mr Teo: anything, just let me know...
aku: OK..
Dimissed.

tp ringan sket la kpala aku..lenkali, ape2 je xkene, lbh baik lepaskan je kan..jgn simpan dlm kpala otak..sakit woo..

'Closed Badminton Championship'

huh, penat bermain badminton seharian hari ni..actually start malam semalam..kol7 opening ceremony..ape yg surprising nye tu bile dorg tayang montaj..pastu ade la slide2 yg display nama cmpany n nama2 participants..aku dapati ramai gak yg aku kenal, ade yg satu skola time skola rendah dulu, n ade yg senior mase skola..ejan dr Schlumberger, Daniel dr Murphy Oil, dll..yg peliknye tu, name je 1 base, tp xpenah pun terjumpe or terselisih kt mane2..jgnkan dorg, adek aku yg 1base ngan aku tu pun aku xpenah jupe lgsung kt ASB..agaknye,langkah kite ni sentiasa berlainan setiap saat kot, kan..(hehe, yela tu)..tp untuk hari ni, ktorg kalah..x masuk semi final pun..ktorg kalah ngan Schlumberger..tp xpe, just enjoy the game..lgpun, kire ade fight gak ar leh kalahkan ASB, pasni leh aku eksyen2 ngan adek aku bile dia balik rumah nanti, sbb cmpany dia kalah ngan ktorg..hahaha..tp sporting ar player dr ASB..smalam adek aku ade cite yg kwn dia nama Adeline pun ade join..pastu td time lalu kt dpn seat player ASB, ade org tarik tgn aku..dia wish gud luck n btau kelemahan2 Schlumberger since dorg da kalah ngn Schlumberger smalam..cite pnye cite, smpai lupe nk tanye nama dulu..last2 tu bru dia btau nama dia Adeline..aku pun, ooo..ni la Adeline..aku katela adek aku keje sana gak..dia pun tkejut..haha..
hmm..sok ptg ade closing lak..tp cm malas nk pi..kalo menang xpe gak..tengokla cmne..

Inspiration..

....So I won’t give up, no, I won’t break down, sooner than it seems life turns around, and I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong, when I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe, someone’s watching over me, it doesn’t matter what people say, and it doesn’t matter how long it takes, believe in yourself, and you’ll fly high, and it only matters how true you are, be true to yourself and follow your heart..

Remark for the day.... :
it seems like my soul needs to be fed.. hope dat i'm getting stronger in leading dis life all the way..

Badminton Olimpic '08

Lin Dan menang untuk acara badminton sukan Olimpik 2008, mengalahkan Chong Wei dr Malaysia..suke sungguh aku tengok muka n aksi seorang juara..bukanla kate aku suke Lin Dan yg menang..Of course la aku sokong pemain negara aku..tp suke tengok kepuasan seseorang yg berjuang bersungguh2 n akhirnye menang..kalo Chong Wei yg menang, lg berganda2 rase proud ni..tp kagum btol aku ngn dua2 pemain ni..mantap gile..(memangla mantap oi..nama pun pemain dunia..)..

hmm..citer psl badminton ni, ape citer badminton tournament ktorg minggu dpn??? hahaha..mcm x cukup persediaan je..training pun ala kadar, sbb xde masa..cmne nk menang nih..baru lwn ngn kwn2 secompany pun, da kalah berkali2, ni nk lawan cmpany2 lain lak..da tu, rules nk main pun x tau sgt..haha..teruk2..tiap kali training, aku rase mcm aku main standard2 main depan rumah je yg x pakai net tu..bola lak asyik sangkut je kt net, smpai kene perli, 'ko main ping pong ke..?'...hihi.. owh, khamis lps da wat voting tok tournament nanti..ape yg ktorang surprised tu, punyela byk cmpany yg join..sdgkan time mula2 dpt emel dulu, x sampai 10 cmpany pun yg join..skali bile da finalize, segala mala kastam pun ade..haha...ktorg divided by few groups..n cmpany ktorg group A, same2 ngan Schlumberger n ASB..aku main double women ngan Kak Mar..aku x tau cmpany lain sape2 ppuan yg ikut..yg aku tau, Emyra & Jessica wakil dr mitco...dgr2nye, shell leh tahan kuat..hee, seram aku nk main....x jadi main leh x ??? haha..
haih,malasnye nk keje sok..sok lak ari isnin.. walaubagaimanapun,aku berbangga sbb aku da iron baju tok esok..hehe

gud news..!!! lalala

fuh penatt...know wat, grup aku jd winner tok treasure hunt td..dptla fulus sket..tp x kesah pun menang ke kalah, yg pnting penyertaan & kesungguhan menyertai..cewahh..tp berbaloi ar..sbb td aku mentreasure-hunt bersungguh-sungguh, dgn ahli grup yg lain (1st time nih,aku bermain sesungguh hati..hehe)..kene lak segrup dgn org2 yg best & proaktif, yg bukan jln lenggang kangkung nye..haha..ingatkan treasure hunt n tarik tali je..rupanye ade bowling klapa, n pindahkan gelang getah guna straw pakai mulut..da la dpn aku lelaki..nasib baik da pangkat pakcik, kalo x, jahat beno rupanye..haha..bowling klapa lak, i'm the last bowler..konon jd tumpuan la..tp hampeh, 1 pin je jatuh..klapa tu jln mereng ar..hmm, lama x main bende2 gini..tp tu sume da pn selesai..ape yg dtunggu2 oleh sume org lg skrg ni ialah..jeng3...hjg bulan ni..td bigboss announce psl rebate..in view of increasing petrol price these days, head office da bersetuju nk bg rebate tahunan kpd sume employee..yeayea..
yg gaji 1.5k kebawah, dptla 1.2k stahun..yg above 1.5k, dpt la 0.8k..alhamdulillah..ringanla sket beban menanggung harga petrol..cewahh, yoyo je..(mcmla ko ade kete..prasan!)..
td ingat nk wat facial, tp full le plak..kene wat appointment..yg ade, kol 5.30 kang..tengoklah kalo aku rajin turun..penatt..

come back!

dah lama rasanye x menulis kt sini...i've to stayback in the office hari ni...hampeh tol cmpany dot2 dr singapore ni..bln lepas kate nk pipe 41/2" untuk qualification..aku pun pulunla wat program 41/2"...bile tibe waktu yg spatutnye, postpone lak..da tu tak inform btol2 bile nk wat qualification tu..alih2, rabu lps dpt emel kate nk 7" lak..kalo dpt emel je xpe..ni, turun tangga opis nmpk Mr.A dr dot2 cmpany tu, yg berperanan sebagai witness tok qualification tu...aik,bile masa lak mamat ni smpai..biar btol..xde inform pun..rupanye,dia tgh wat qualification tok Scomi, n next tuesday is our turn..mapuh ar gini..
asal x inform ari selasa depan je tros..huhu..aku sempat wat program tok pipe je..coupling xsempat..n dis time, mmg kene mntak tlg either China Branch or Mr. Tom..(thanx Mr Tom)..mane tak nye, ari ni nk test cut..next monday, everything must be in place...aku tak tau ar pe jadi ngan pipe tu, sbb program tu aku tulis dgn kelam kabut..silap2, mau langgar jaw kt mesin tu kang..abes ko nina..nauzubillah..hehe
bosannye duduk sorg2 ni...rase nk p klua je kejap p mkn sumting yg light2 gitu..tp kalo klua, takut x balik2 plak kang..hehe..hmm...sok UOS wat event..jarang sgt cmpany ni nk beriadah..mmg 100% profit oriented lah..mana bole kan..kdg nk jugak bergumbira bersama teman2 sekerja..(gumbira ke)..sok ade treasure hunt kt waterpark, n then ade acara tarik tali....makan2....then abes..simple gile..sbb dgr cite dr teman sekerja, sblom ni kalo dorg wat treasure hunt, yg pakai kete nye..ala2 amazing race gitu..tp yg esok pnye, kire treasure hunt setempat la...mcm lari setempat...hehe...
oh, i need to stop...nk turun bawah jap..

The unhappiest Tuesday ever!

Sabar Nina..sabar!
weekend lps,aku x klua rumah lgsg, just to complete aku nye task..walaupun aku x brp nk suke c Mr. TSS tu, but 2 be profesional, aku bsedia untuk bekerjasama ngn dia untuk siapkan keje tu dgn sempurna..n smalam aku da siapkan program tu, ingat nk soh dia cek la. rupanye, dia da soh Tom Innoue, mamat Japanese tu tlg buatkan..dia x leh nk wat sbb dia xreti mengira sgt..(aku bukanla nk ngejek dia, tp dia yg paksa aku ejek dia..pdn muka!)..so wat for i'm in the cmpany?? TSS tu xpcaya aku lgsg..bile aku simulate kt software, bentuk yg terhasil tu jd lain..x sperti bentuk yg sebenar..actually bende tu mmg gitu..bukannye salah..n aku tau sbb ape bende tu jd bentuk lain..aku cube xplain,tp dia kate ape..."ya meh?????"..ohh,aku rase nk bg penumbuk kt muka dia time tu gak..n then,bende tu x stop kt situ..dia panggil Tom Innoue, simulate mamat jepun tu nye program lak, n ape yg berlaku, program Tom Innoue tu pun hasilkan bentuk yg lain.Tom Innoue tu programmer handal dr jepun yg dtg nk monitor pipe dia...n then Tom explainla kt TSS nape bende tu jd gitu, sebijik mcm yg aku explain kt TSS sblm tu...bukan bermaksud bende tu salah....then aku kate, 'ha,i told u oredi..'...tp aku mls nk ckp byk, kang dia kate aku blagak lak..yela,aku ni ijau lg, xde pngalaman keje cam dia..tp ape yg lg wat aku terbakar tu, dia kate kt Tom Innoue smbil gelak, 'but i believe ur program more la Mr Tom.., azrina's one not gud, dun hv shape'..sambil tengok simulation program aku kt PC, TSS n his bespren yg oso jahat like him,CCW tu gelakkan shape yg displayed kt monitor..ya Allah,sakitnye ati aku..bergenang air mata tros..aku rase dipijak n diludah je time tu..tp Tom Innoue kate, 'hers oso correct'..aku senyum kelat je kt Tom, sbb dia da backing aku..sbnrnye, aku n Tom je tau nape bende tu jd cmtu, sbb bende tu depends on calculation, bile kitorg try explain, dorg pcaya kt Tom je, ckp aku lgsg x dipakai..dorg takat drjah6 je, kalo soh dorg wat, blom tentu dpt.ntah2 klua bentuk beruang.bodo! tp gelakkan aku bukan main..helo, korg tu tengok Trigo pun da kelabu.ade hati nk gelakkan aku.time dorg tengah discuss psl bende tu (x puas2 lg gelakkan program aku smpai 1 opis dgr), aku blah p toilet sbb air mata aku da nk jatuh..smpai toilet aku nangis abes2...tengok kt cermin, mata aku merah gile, at last aku apply emergency leave half day..mmg down gile aku smalam. lg 1, aku xnak ade org prasan aku nangis. Huuuaaarrrgggghhhhh!!!! sakit gile smalam.. tp da ptg2 tu ok sketla..bile da luahkan kt mak aku, aku rase lega..kalo aku bhadapan situasi cmni, aku mmg perlukan sorg pendengar. aku x harap pun mak aku pujuk aku ke ape, dia diam je n dgr pun da cukup baik.

malam semalam, aku klua mkn ngan sumbody..balik umah tu, ujan lebat la plak..
but tell u wat..for the 1st time i felt, driving slowly in the rain while listening to sentimental song is absolutely soothing..it's cooling us inside out..bleh dijadikan sbg terapi bile emosi kite x stabil..

P/S: To TSS & CCW, I'm not dat stupid ok! but u're the one (both of u) who behave like one! Mind ur words and actions towards others! Learn to respect other people!

PERSAMAAN & perbezaan

Fara! ko tau tak ape persamaan & perbezaan kite?

Persamaan:
xde pakwe (xtaula kalo ko da de, tp x ckp)
malas nk pi keje (nk bukak bisnes retoran jap lg)
x senonoh (berak kentut sume nk ckp)
enset (tu pun sbb ko yg suggest)
suke masakan kampung
kuat berangan
'gatal' (pantang tengok lelaki dahi licin)

Perbezaan:
ketinggian (yela...aku pendek..)
ko x suke Fasha (ko jeles ngan dia..)
aku x suke cite gaun kembang2 (pasti tido spt aku menonton cite pride & prejedice..Huaarrhhhh..)
ko suke mi bandung (aku x suke sgt), aku suke mi rebus (ko x suke sgt)
ko pilih yuhee,aku pilih heroin ke2 (which means, beauty is subjective)

setuju tak???

But, u tetap kwn i.

Hectic Thursday!

Tadi Mr. SImon dr SIngapore dtg, nk discuss ngan dua2 manager (QC & Prod) regarding qualification untuk produce pipe connection baru.. tetibe Mr. Teo panggil masuk kt conference room..dia nk brief n discuss la on our further action psl bende tu, n aku disuruh wat program tok connection baru tu..n i think dis is a good starting point la 4 me to improve, memandangkan connection tu belum pernah dibuat lg..n i'll work out on it, & do at my very best..! not to show-off (definitely no!), but for my own satisfactory in the job itself. tp masa yg diberi agak singkat..next wednesday due..for both pipe & coupling..silap2,minggu ni aku takde weekend..huhu..tp takpela, aku cuba..
kalo semata-mata keje, emosi aku xkan terganggu mana pun..tp bile ade anasir2 jahat dr luar tu, haa, tu yg menguji sesangat tu..force tu dtg dari pelbagai arah..kalo force psl keje,maybe magnitud nye 10N, tp kalo diukur force 'anasir2 jahat tu', mau nye sampai 100N..so the point here is, other force (normally come from the various people attitude, dat is annoying,irritating..) influence our emotion more than the work force itself..kalo dibuat Finite Element Analysis (FEA), dia nye visual analysis mesti merah sana sini..haha..baru2 ni Ikram ade pesan kt aku (tetibe terkontek blk lak dgn "Bos" aku kt PML dulu),di dalam bekerja, yg plg penting adalah sabar..walaupun aku kt PML cuma 4bln,tp aku ade gak nmpk saat2 genting yg dia hadapi, walaupun time tu aku cuma trainee..tp btol la, mmg sabar tu wajib ade..kalo x, mmg susah nk survive..mcm pg td, susah ati aku..malas gile nk pi keje..dlm kete, on da way nk p keje tu, aku dgr lagu ni...

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in youLord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on, There will be tomorrow
In time, You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you

lagu ni mmg motivating la..aku suke lirik dia..aku ingat lg, dulu masa form3 sblom PMR, ade sorg pakar motivasi dtg skola untuk motivate kitorg..nama dia Hilter Yew..dia ajak ktorg nyanyi lagu ni sama2..kalo kite phmkan lirik dia, we can regain our spirit in anything we do. because why? because we are all heroes!

Badminton tournament..

Td ada meeting psl badminton tournament kt MITCO...tp bukan akula yg attend...yg pi td Zoefry,n Mr. Teo..
Tournament tu MITCO yg organize, n antara yg participate ialah MITCO sendiri,UOS,Shell,Petronas Carigali,PCPP,Scomi OMS,Sobena Offshore, Murphy, Nippon Oil Exploration, n etc..ade 4kategori x silap aku..
n wat pengetahuan korang, sesungguhnya belum pernah tercatat lg dlm kamus idup aku join tournament badminton or any sports semenjak aku idup d muka bumi ini..haha..aku ni layak main getah je, tu pun x cukup ketinggian,n slalu je jadi anak bulan..huhu..
tp aku xtau lg kategori ape yg aku masuk..sbbnye, empat2 kategori tu nk lelaki n ppuan..n wakil ppuan dr UOS amatla ciput,sbb cmpany ni mmg kekurangan kaum hawa..kalo la ade 20 org ppuan kt UOS ni,semestinya bukan aku menjadi pilihan..haha
i dunno how it'll be going..but anyhow, i'll enjoy it..blehla aku mengamalkan gaya hidup sihat sebulan ni..

hmmm...hah, sape tengok cite TV3 kul10 mlm, sabtu baru2 ni, angkat tgn!!! aku suke scene cite tu n muzik latar dia..citer dia pun not bad la, tp aku rase melampau sungguhla mak bpk dorg gaduh..mcm x matang pun ade..baru kene tolak jatuh dlm kolam pun, da sanggup betray kwn sendiri sampai c kwn tu sakit mental..(yg sebenar2nye,adeke org camtu ek??)..aku rase, ade lg cara yg lbh logik kalo nk bls dendam..contohnya: lain ari ajak dia p golf club lg, n tolak dia plak ke...atau,abes2 pon, x nak kwn dia lg ke...ni sampai anak2 lak jd korban..2org lak tu yg mati..yg bersalahnye mak bpk dorg..siap ade ptukaran gelfren lg..dasyat sungguh..

oklah,aku nk iron baju tok esok..gudnite~