One Moment In Time

Org tua aku pi kenduri mlm ni..aku lak kene siapkan operator punya notes n test question untuk swaging operation training esok.. tp sempat lg layan kuiz2 kt facebook tu..walaupun ngarut, tp aku suke..jawapan dia klakar..haha
lpas 1 kuiz, aku minimize n wat notes, bile da boring, aku maximize balik facebook, main games ke ape, then wat keje balik..tu yg x siap2 keje yg dibawak balik umah tu..

aku sempat replay video kwn aku, Clarice..dia nyanyi lagu One Moment In Time (by Whitney Houston), mase USM (tmpat dia blaja) wat singing competition dulu..mmg talented lah budak tu.. mmg suka menyanyi..dia classmate aku time Form2 and Form5..jadik classmate dia mmg ceria je..suka menyanyi masa kelas prep (ptg n mlm), masa cikgu tak masuk (dia x nyanyi kalo dia tido, tak hadir, atau time dia sedih je), masa mandi kt shower, masa basuh baju kt kolah, n masa iron baju kt bilik rehat..rasanye, everybody likes to be around her..
kalo dlm kelas, awal2 tahun biasanye, bile dia nyanyi je, ktorg kutuk..sora xsedap la...radio buruk la..dia x kesah...kdg dia nyanyi dlm shower, ktorg hentak2 pintu shower dia (bergurau la)..lama klamaan, da jd kebiasaan ktorg dgr dia nyanyi, dan suma org suka..sampai satu tahap, masa kelas prep (bukan blaja sungguh pon), ktorg main dedikasi lagu sesama ktorang 1 kelas, dgn Clarice sbg radio nye..(maklumla, time skola dulu, sume yg berbentuk hiburan mmg diharamkan di bawak ke kelas..Walkman, Majalah Hiburan etc..harap surau je psg lagu nasyid..tu yg clarice pun sampai leh nyanyi lagu nasyid tu..haha..asmaulhusna pun dia hafal)..kdg tu, bile dia takde mood nyanyi pun, ktorang paksa gak dia nyanyi..tp mmg sumbang mambangla kalo ko paksa dia..haha..last dgr nyanyi masa Fiver's Nite kt Sheraton Hotel..Duet ngn Cikgu Zainal..tp spoil arr Cikgu Zainal, sora x sedap..haha
Rase nak tag je video dia kt sini, tp x leh.. copy link jelah..best lagu dia..n meaningful.

Enjoy it! : -

http://www.facebook.com/video/?id=615838009

Each day I live, I want to be;

A day to give, The best of me;

I'm only one, But not alone;

My finest day, Is yet unknown;

I broke my heart, Fought every gain;

To taste the sweet, I face the pain;

I rise and fall, Yet through it all;

This much remains,

I want...

one moment in time;

When I'm more than I thought I could be;

When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away;

And the answers are all up to me;

Give me one moment in time;

When I'm racing with destiny;

Then in that one moment of time;

I will feel, I will feel eternity;

I've lived to be, The very best;

I want it all, No time for less;

I've laid the plans, Now lay the chance;

Here in my hands;

Give me....

one moment in time;

When I'm more than I thought I could be;

When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away;

And the answers are all up to me;

Give me one moment in time;

When I'm racing with destiny;

Then in that one moment of time;

I will feel,I will feel eternity;

You're a winner for a lifetime;

If you seize that one moment in time;

Make it shine.....

Give me...

One moment in time

When I'm more than I thought I could be;

When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away;

And the answers are all up to me;

Give me one moment in time;

When I'm racing with destiny;

Then in that one moment of time;

I will be, I will be, I will be free,

I will be, I will be free ....

Salad Makaroni

Bertemu kembali ye puan2..he he...
smlm try wat salad makaroni...cousins aku selalu sgt wat bende ni...tp aku x penah try wat sendiri...asyik mkn kt umah cousins je..so, berbekalkan semangat yang waja, lepas keje,aku pun terus ke Giant membeli bahan2...he he..sampai umah, teruslah merebus makaroni tu, potong mana yg patut, dan gaul...maka terjadi lah benda kt atas ni..bile da jadik tu, "Lorr....senang je rupanye, sebelah mata leh wat..."..hahahah..eksyen nye..
cara dia lbh krg cam coleslaw je..sygnye aku lupe nak beli kismis hitam..kalo x, mesti lbh cantik..
hmm...puas gak mkn semalam..byk lg lebih kt peti ais tu...sape nak, dtgla.. hehe

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Cont..

Memandangkan ada cik puan kite soh letak resepi..maka, saya kene la edit post saya ni, ye puan2..hehe

Bahan2nye:

makaroni
cocktail (aku beli yg ade nata de coco..sbb aku suke nata de coco dicampur dlm salad..sedap!)
Batang seleri dipotong2
Potato,(direbus dan dipotong dadu)
Kismis hitam (selain drpd sedap, ia juga berfungsi sbg penambah kaler kpd salad kite..mlgnye aku xbeli pun..huhu)
Kalo x nak kismis hitam, buah anggur yg kecik2 pun boleh...pun lawa..Ade org suke letak buah apple yg dipotong dadu gak (apple merah or hijau)..

Then, gaulkan kesemua bahan di atas dgn mayonis (aku pakai Lady's Choice), & gula secukup rasa..
Kpd yg demand nk rase pedas tu, pandai2 la bubuh ape2 serbuk cili ;p
(soryla,aku xblajar lg nk wat salad pedas, so x tau jenis serbuk cili ape yg sesuai..hehe)
Selamat mencuba ye puan2.. =)

Ladies Day-Out

3 Days-off with old buddiessss.. Such a pleasant moment together.
Nan, Mira, Enot, Erra, n Nurul 'Ain (who's just getting back from Russia for sem break, da 8 tahun x jmpa..huhu)
And not to forget Ayu, walaupun coincidently terjumpa kt GSC with her family, it was so meaningful..(6tahun gak x jumpa..) Unfortunately, Deana n Mellisa couldn't make it. These 2 bestfriends kalo ada, sure could make it pretty much merrier..I wish I can meet both of them, n oso, wish Dewi was there with us..sob2..huh,anyway, u owe us a story Dewi..(I think u oredi get into the 'bus' ! ha ha.. May happiness be urs my friend..dan secara tidak langsung, keahlian anda dlm kelab telah gugur secara otomatik..ngeh2)

Actually, I've no mission to complete here..hehe.. Sesaje amek off-day untuk melepaskan gas2 yg x diperlukan dlm otak ni..n then, since c Erra ni peminat gila babas Harry Potter, layankan ajela..yg klakarnye, antara kami berenam, dia sorg je tengok Harry Potter, kami yg lain tengok cite lain..(sanggup tuu tengok sorg)..da la cite yg ktorang pilih tu x best langsung (Skrip 7707), Obsessed much better..but dun mind lah, as long as bukan Harry Potter..nape ek, di kala org lain extremely eager nk tengok cite tu, aku x triggerred langsung..ke aku yg x tahu menilai sesuatu karya? hahaha..just leave me alone with my own pleasure.(I guess I know why...sbb aku lambat pick-up..it won't worth watching..haha)

Oh ya, psl Erra gak la ktorang leh jumpa Ayu..Tetibe tgh tgok SKrip7707 tu (Kt Hall 6), Erra mesej aku (Dr Hall sebelah..haha)..dia kate dia jumpa Ayu..AKu kate, da abes nanti, tahan Ayu kejap..jumpa kt luar..then berjumpalah ktorg dengan c minah Ayu tu..bila da jumpa tu, hmmm..1B mcm ktorang yang punyaa..

hmmm...
Malasnye nk keje sok...teruk kan aku ni..x penah agaknye aku cakap "Tak sabarnye nk pi keje sok"..
Pasni nak cuci kete kononnye, da 2 minggu x cuci...tp melihat d luar jendela tu mcm nak ujan je...takkan x cuci lg minggu ni..kang ada mamat ensem drive blakang aku kutuk aku lak.."Teruknye ppuan ni..harap muka je comey, tp kete kotor.."..hik2.. ;p
Daa..

Pause.... Ponder........ Improve!

Kronologi cerita:

Last 2weeks++ :

Rabu - fax surat ke Jabatan *** untuk request 1 document
Jumaat - Follow up status. Salah sorg pegawai kt Jabatan *** tu kate da received, & akan diproses. Next week cube call blk. aku: OK

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Last week:

Isnin
Call Jabatan ***.
aku: Selamat pagi. sy nk tanya psl ***. Boleh sambungkan saya ke Unit ***?
operator: Sebentar...(nanananananana...- caller ringtone)
Lama...
Operator: Tiada jawapan cik.
Aku: OK takpe. nanti sy call blk. Terima kasih.
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Call blk Jabatan ***
Aku: Selamat tengahari. boleh sambungkan saya ke unit *** .. (aku blum tau dgn sape aku perlu bercakap)
Operator: Sebentar...(nananananana...-caller ringtone)
Lama...
Org 1: Ya cik selamat tghari..
aku: Sy nak tanya psl *** ... Bla2..... (aku da cite pjg lebar nih...)..sejelas2nya
Org 1: Ooo...sebentar ye...(nanananaananana....-caller ringtone)
Org 2: Hello, ya cik?
aku: saya nk tanya psl ***...(ulang cite yg sama..) Bla2....
Org 2: Owh, yg tu kene berurusan dgn encik ***....sebentar ya..(nananananana-caller ringtone)
Org 3: Selamat tgahri..boleh sy bantu?
Aku: (aku malas nk greet lg dah)...sy nk tnye doc yg sy mintak da ade blom?
Org 3: Kami baru submit ke meja boss..esok call blk...
Aku: OK

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Selasa
aku call lg Jabatan ***... nk follow up..
Isi perbualan telefon sama je mcm di atas..
Tp,aku rase kali ni panggilan aku disambungkan ke serata bangunan Jabatan *** tu. ibarat round satu bangunan dr bawah sampai ke atas agaknye..(betapa ramainye org yg telah disambungkan ke talian aku, yg tiap kali aku disambungkan, aku kene ulang cite dr A to Z)
Org yg terakhir: Bukan saya yg terima document tu cik.
Aku: Saya dah di pass2 ke ramai org ni encik. Saya dah x tau dimana sy berada skrg ni dan dgn siapa saya harus bercakap. Mcm dipermainkan. (Nada tinggi..)
Org terakhir: Ok, sebentar ye...(sambil mencari2 doc yg aku mintak...rasanye lah)
Tp jwpn akhir yg aku dpt: Maaf cik, document tu blom sign. Pegawai yg sign tu cuti 2hari.
aku: (Hah!!! ade pun...nk kene kasar baru nk usahakan ke???ape pnye servis lah!
hangin gak aku..tp sabarrr...).
Ok. Tutt. -n- (aku mls nk ckp terima kasih)

So, aku kene tpon blk hari kamis. Sebelum aku letak telefon, aku mintak sambungkan ke operator balik. aku tanye dia extension number tiap2 org yg bertnaggungjawab yg terima panggilan aku td tu.

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Khamis:
Call balik Jabatan ***...
kali ni aku direct ke Person In Charge.
Encik *** : Ya selamat pg.
Aku: Selamat pagi. (Seperti biasa aku kene ulang blk cite berjela2 tu..)
Encik *** : Owh, yg tu blom sign lg.
Aku: Agak2 bile bleh dpt doc tu? Sy nak cepat. Saya da follow up dr minggu lpas lg.
Encik *** : Ok, sy cuba fax hari ni. (jwb nak tak nak je..)
Seharian aku tunggu, pegawai tu x fax pun doc tu.. ok, aku cube fhmla, maybe boss dia yg blom sign (actually aku pun x tau sape yg sebenarnye akan sign doc tu, n ape jawatan Encik *** tu)
sampai lewat ptg sblm blk keje tu, aku tanye Rusli (admin exec).."Rusli, ade fax untuk aku x?"
Rusli: Takde.
Aku: takpelah. Kalau ada, inform aku tau
Rusli: Ok.
Aku:Thanks.

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Jumaat:
Pagi tu aku call, ckp ngan Encik *** tu lg.. dia kate doc tu x sign lg. akan di fax dlm hari ni. maybe sebelah ptg. Ok, ade hope la bunyinye.

tp sampai ke ptg, takde pun fax tok aku..aku lak, 2,3x tanye Rusli..Rusli pun da boring agaknye nk menjawab..Ptg tu, call lg, tp hampeh, dia tak jwb panggilan..
So, I hv to stand for another 2 days..
Fine! Ok, takpe...korg wat aku camni...korg ingat aku main2 agaknye..tak serius nk dptkan doc tu kan...korg tunggu hari isnin nanti..(uih,ni tahap bengang gile dah..!).

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Isnin (pg tadi la... 20 July):
Aku call lg Jabatan *** untuk ke sekian kalinya...
Aku: Tlg sambungkan ke 148..
Operator: Sebentar....(nanananana- caller ringtone)...lama gak...sampai operator tu kene sambungkan 2,3x sbb terputus
Operator: Maaf cik, takde jawapan.
Aku: Ok, kalo camtu, sambungkan ke 153..
Operator: (nanananana - caller ringtone) ..... Pun lama gile tunggu
Operator: Maaf cik, takde jawapan jgk..
Aku: Sambungkan ke150
Operator: (nananana - Caller ringtone) ... pun lama jugak..tp at last ade org angkat..ppuan..aku agak dia mesti assistant kpd Encik *** tu.
Aku: (Cite blk ape yg aku da follow-up spjg seminggu yg lpas, n janji pegawai dia nk fax kt aku last week...huhh, da la pg ni nk cari dia takde..)
Cik *** : Owh, doc tu eh...doc tu blom ape2 lg cik...pegawai kami sedang sibuk uruskan benda lain..
Aku: (Uiyyooo...ni da melampau..takpe,aku cube tolerate sikit)..Bile dia akan sign ye cik?
Cik *** : x tau lg...nanti kalo ada dia akan fax kan lah.. (uih, ni jawapan lepas tangan nih!)
Aku: Ok, rasa2nye, bile sy bleh dpt doc tu? sbb sy nk cpt doc tu..actually deadline minggu lpas..Encik *** kate nk fax last friday..tp takde gak
Cik *** : Ok, cik cube call blk Jumaat ni k.
Aku: Hah!Jumaat? Lambatnye..
Cik *** : kene la tunggu boss saya sign dulu. baru bleh bg cik.
Aku: (Dengan nada lembut)......Ok....kalau mcm tu, takpelah..memandangkan sy pun terdesak nk doc tu, sy terpakselah berurusan melalui Datuk S****** ...
Cik *** : Eh, cik mana bleh ckp mcm tu. mana bleh pakai org besar2 tros..ktorang pun bleh urus benda ni..
Aku: Ok. Tuttt...-n-
(Geram!)

Actually...aku x berniat pun nk gune nama Datuk S****** . Dia tu kwn bapak aku sejak kecil. Penah gi kenduri arwah kt rumah dia. In fact, aku penah jupe dia berdua dgn bapak aku untuk selesaikan 1 perkara. Dulu dia mmg penah bertugas kt Jabatan *** tu sbg pengarah, n skrg da jd Setiausaha Kerajaan Negeri. Dat's why aku terpikir tok guna nama dia..n sebenarnye,walaupun kiranye aku tak dpt gak fax tu ari ni, aku takkan berurusan pun melalui Datuk S tu..ingat senang ke nk tembus talian dia tu...lg2 la skrg ni da naik pangkat..kecuali melalui adik dia..lgpun, hal ni remeh sgt. Aku tau pegawai kt situ bleh settle, tp kalo tak digertak camtu, aku akan terus dibodoh2kan. Nasib korg la. Aku da terdesak, korg main2kan aku lg..

Lpas call tu, aku rase cm berdebar gak..aku x penah berkasar camtu bile berurusan dgn org2 kerajaan walaupun aku da kerap sgt dilayan mcm ni..(esp hospital..dan Jabatan *** tu yg aku da berurusan sejak 2003..ingatkanla da berubah..rupanya masih di takuk lama..)
aku pun hilang mood nk follow up ngn Rusli psl fax tu lg dah..dan mmg aku agak bz gak spjg hari ni..
ptg td, naik opis, tetibe, for the very 1st time, Rusli yg pi tempat aku serahkan fax untuk aku..
Wahh!!!....hahaha...Finally, I got it!!!
bile aku tengok nama pegawai yg sign, mmg nama pegawai yg extension number dia 148 tu.. geram aku still ade walaupun fax da dpt.. Jujur dr hati aku, Servis korang mmg teruk!
(I cud only give u 1, out of 5 stars! & the 1 star is definitely not from u though.. luckily the operator giv u a star, or u will get ZERO indeed!)
Agaknye bulan ni bil handphone aku melambung sbb byk wat call ke Jabatan *** tu je..

Puas aku berfikir spjg bekerja hari ni...
1st: masih terngiang2 perbualan aku dgn cik tu pg td.. mcm ada takut juga wo.
2nd: Rasa bersalah kt Datuk S sbb aku da terguna nama dia..mintak maaf Datuk..
Hmm...apela nk jadi ngn manusia skrg ni, nak kene sebut org berpangkat baru jalan...kalo org cikai2 mcm aku, slalu je dilengah2kan..

To all Govt Servantsss:
One thing u all shud bear in mind..All of us are paying tax, which is where ur salary is coming from.
Behave urself while serving others..I'm saying this in view of seorang anak Malaysia who really cares of her country and the government who administers and serves us presently.. Please support our leaders, and improve where we can improve. We are 1 Malaysia~!

Peace!

Motherhood

Aku baru selesai baca blog slh sorg member aku (member sejak skolah kt Sains Labuan, kemudian Matrik Labuan, seterusnya UTHM)..teruja gak bace cite dia.mcm best je jd ibu kan..lalu aku pun letak shortcut blog dia kt blog aku supaya aku bleh keep on track segala perkembangan dia. kalau lah aku tau dia bersalin bln 3 yg lalu, mesti aku antara yg terawal jenguk dia.. sbbnye, dia bersalin kt T'ganu and aku plak mmg pegi ke sana pd waktu tu..
hmm..takpelah..tengok gambar pun jd lah..comey anak dia..mcm bapak dia..ooopss..? ha ha

kiranye, dia da pun selamat melalui debaran demi debaran yg kaum hawa perlu lalui dlm kehidupan ni..aku?
haha..jgnkan debaran yg ni, debaran yg tu pun blom lepas lg...ha ha.. (hah, korg jgn slh anggap eh..behave ur mind..ha ha)..

Next, kwn aku yg bakal menimang anak ialah Jun..hopefully manage to see u & ur baby next yr..

Chakk..

Minggu lepas...minggu yg sgt packed with works thingy & some part of it quite rubbish (nice on paper only..hehe..the fact?); yet have to get it done anyhow..weekend ade badminton tournament..team aku menang! YEAY! The champion of all...tp kategori aku, mix double, dptla naib johan..so, hadiahnye, dptla cash money...he he he...Relief gak la walaupun mlm sblm tu dpt call soh dtg plant..da la dgn x mkn mlm lg, n baru je sejam lpas blk dr keje..lapar tauu..n then, right after mandi, supervisor call..rase x nak angkat je phonecall tu, tp teringat kt nasihat boss aku satu ketika dulu...dia mmg sgt komited dgn keje..mmg kdg2 ade satu masa, kalo bleh kita tak nak layan anything psl keje during off days..tp oleh kerana tanggungjawab, selagi mampu, dia akan cuba accomodate any requirement...so, aku cuba la ikut contoh dia.. cuba..he he
tp takpe...ape yg penting, highlight of the story is, team aku menang! ha ha

oh ya, one more thing psl smlm, adela sorg sahabat baik aku ni, dia spatutnye pegi PAC smlm kt INTAN Kluang x silap aku..(Btol x sahabat?).
tp last minute in the morning got her msg and she decided not to go...ohoho..bertuah sungguh sahabat aku ni..rasanye weekend ni dia abeskan masa tok makan manggis je kot..ha ha..it's ok, lbh baik u decide not to go for the assesment, rather than u got the post, but at the end of the day decide not to go for it..
*wink;p*

Italian Hot Deal

Hari ni aku berjaya juga merealisasikan impian aku tok wat Bolognese Spaghetti..Huhh...Marvellous!!
kalo bukak kedai makan, mmg bungkus arr Pizza Hut...he he.. (uwekk..bleh blah)

sbnrnye aku pun xtau sangat rules & regulations nye nk wat spageti ni..not used to cook western food..
setelah membelek2 majalah saji mama, plus wat some research n googling2 kt internet..
Finally i came out with my own recipe yg dipanggil "Nina's Spaghetti"..he he..
(lantak aku la nk bubuh nama apa..I care what? ha ha )
asalnye nk wat sos instant je, tp alang2 menyeluk pekasam, aku wat yg authentic traditional Italian made pnye..
he he
tp oleh krn, aku takde oregano (tah camno la rupa dia tu, x penah nengok), trpaksala campur gak instant pnye perasa tu..(sparuh packet jela)
Even time beli bahan2 tu pun aku blom tau ape bahan2 yg perlu sebenarnye selain drpd bahan2 basic..haha

bahan2 sos dia ialah....
-Tomato Puree (esential ingredient nih, kalo takde, bukan spageti namanye) + Tomato segar
-Susu cair/Susu Segar/Susu Pekat (mane2 lah..aku pakai susu pekat)
-minced meat (c Ramly punye)..bleh tambah meat ball kalo nak..(saje xnak bubuh, kang Pizza Hut kate aku tiru dia plak)
-Bawang besar + Bawang putih
-Prego Cheese & Herb
-Butter (tok wat tumis bwg)
-Button Mushroom
-Garam+Gula sesedap rasa (aku x bubuh gula, sbb aku da pakai susu pekat)

Maaplah, sukatan dia aku x pasti sgt..sbb time masak aku blasah je..
bile sos da mula mendidih tu, teruja gak tengok rupa dia..cm lawa (alahai, angkat bakul ;p)
tp terase takut sgt nk rase...takut rase dia takde bau spageti langsung kang..alamat jd mee goreng la sudahnye.
(aku da standby plan awal2..kalo x jd, kompem aku wat masak mee goreng mamak je spageti tu)
but.....not bad..hahaha

so hari ni, ktorg 1 femeli brekpesla ngn Nina's Spaghetti tu (kikiki)...;p
time mkn, aku x brani nk angkat muka langsung tengok reaksi bapak aku..
(org plg cerewet psl rasa makanan..mmg direct shoot kalo ade yg x kene..da la lidah dia lidah makanan kampung)..
lama gak aku x angkat muka nk tunggu dia bersuara, tau2 je, spageti dia da abes..
sedapla tu..ha ha ;p
org laki ni, kalo x sedap, bukan main komplen lg,
kalo sedap, bukannye reti nk puji..huh!

But,
all in all, puas hati la untuk percubaan hari ni..rasanye aku nk blajar byk lg masak western food..
maybe tok appetizer or starter ke, pie ke, puff ke, dessert ke...alahai, teringin nye..sape nk ajar aku nih..

oklah puan2, sekian sahaja rancangan untuk hari ini..kalo lapar, jemputla dtg ke rumah saya.
;p

Cuti!

hari ini aku cuti malas.
hehe...

sekali sekala...actually x plan pun..asalnye smlm i was on emergency leave..husband makcik aku passed away, kt KK..so, applyla 2hari..ingatkan x sempat nk blk..rupanye sempat..n kengkonon ari ni nk keje la, cancel 1day leave ..tp bile bgn pg td,bangun2 je da kol6 (lewat tuu), plus, baju x iron lg, n then,ade prod internal meeting lak ari ni, ahh..ape kate aku teruskan aje cuti itu..haha..mama 2,3x called dr bilik dia, aku kate kejap2..at last aku hantar msg, CUTI.. hehe..tp ttp bangun awal gak, siap brekpes sama tu..(mengade je ek)..tp xmandi..haha

bahagia aku ari nih..teringat zaman menganggur dulu..bestnyeee..tp tula, xkeje xde duit..huhu
ari ni nk rehat dan bermalas2an je kt rumah..lgpun aku da pesan kt our prod clerk, tlg amek minit tok meeting nanti..just in rough paper..yg formal pnye, biar aku wat..esok baru aku masuk keje..xkesah keje byk kalo hari jumaat..sbb fefeeling dia len..hehe..sape x hepy kalo ari jumaat?
jgn jd cam ari selasa ari tu...hampir aku ternangis dpn prod manager..byk gile task dia kasi! tertekan gak aku..

hmm...nak je aku bwk adek2 aku pi jln2 n mkn2..tp tu ar, tmpat aku ni bukannye besar,kang kantoi lak ngn colleagues aku. kate pi ziarah org meninggal...hehe (eh, mmg btol pun, cuma aku blk awal je)

hmm..oklah.. i need to stop...nk menikmati cuti malas ini dgn sebaik2nye..hihi...*wink*

Shud i?

Shud i give it to someone?
is it worth it??
shud i???

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Susan Boyle

Over a month ago, Jackson, my colleague asyik soh aku tengok video Susan Boyle kt YouTube..aku tanye sape Susan Boyle..dia kate a singer from Britain's Got Talent..oh,ok nanti blk rumah I tengok..huh! da lbh sebulan, baru mlm ni aku teringat nk google. haha...well,it's owesome..dia da layak jd nenek..nenek yg gemok dan x lawa...dan rasanye org2 kt dewan tu sume gelak dan tersenyum mengejek..tp once dia bukak mulut menyanyi, judges and audience sume ternganga dan bersorak..hah, tula, jgn pandang org takde mata..kdg, sedikit kehebatan yg seseorang itu ada mampu menutup segala kekurangan.

~~ A Song For Mama ~~

You taught me everything
And everything you?ve given me
I always keep it inside
You?re the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn?t anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldn?t feel right
If I didn?t have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You?ll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times


Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you?re the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin? you is like food to my soul
You?re always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downing me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You?ll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

kerana kedekut seringgit, terbang 30 hengget

Untuk pertama2 kali nya dlm hidup ini, setelah masuk tahun ke3 dpt lesen D, aku disaman oleh pak polis trapik..haha..atas kesalahan parking bukan kt tmpat sepatutnya..byk je parking lot kt airport tu, leh pilih sesedap rase kt mane nk parking..cuma aku malaass nk berjalan kaki..(takdela jauh sgt ponn..)..and, aku malas nk byr seringgit untuk masa yg x sampai sejam tu...tp tu la, polis trapik tak berbau..sejam tak sejam, kalo nasib da tak baik, kene gak.. huhuhu...
maka,terpaksa la aku kluar lunch time td tok byr saman..
cik AJ: assalamualaikum..sy nk byr saman
Cik polis: w'salam...(sambil amek bil saman tu)
Cik AJ: RM30 kan? (wat2 tanye lak)
Cik Polis: Ha'ah..
Cik AJ: Diskaun takde cik?hehe
Cik Polis:Da diskaun tu cik..charge asal 70 hengget..
Cik AJ: oh takpe...sy byr 30hengget..hehe
Cik Polis: Hehe..ok trima kasih

bile aku balik kete, perggghhhh....
tak tahan tengok kete yg park sebelah aku tuh...Fairlady, all-black! pheww....!
cun siot..rase nk tendang bontot kete tuh..(dengki2!)...nasib baik kt balai polis..

(^_^)

Lega akhirnye...aku dah pun submit task aku kt Mr. Tom...Huhhhhh...lapang sikit fikiran aku..tak sabar rasanya nak tunggu dia dtg next week.. he's the real champion..kalo bleh aku nk jadi se terer dia satu hari nanti...smart, yet down to earth..walaupun otak aku ngan dia ibarat langit dgn dasar laut, dia tak pernah pandang rendah kt kite..most importantly, dia tak lokek..tu yg aku mmg respect gile..dia bersedia nk guide aku, dan aku lak dpt indirect/informal personal training dr dia..hopefully dia blom nak pencen lg dlm masa terdekat ni sebelum aku jadi hebat mcm dia..ngahahah..

** Sukanyeeee aku......~~~.....dua2 CNC Program aku da siapkan (walaupun aku tak tau lg btol ke tidak)..hahah..

Back To School HSE Program

Hari ni aku rase nk cite psl program yg aku baru join td..half day program..Back To School HSE program nama dia..jointly organized by ASB & Petronas Mitco..actually, every tenants which reside their office on the ASB base will contribute 1k per annum to be utilized for any HSE related events..so, this is one of the events being organized la..
Untuk program td, ada 17 buah sekolah rendah yg ada kt sini yg join, each school sent 30 pupils, & 2 teachers..apa yg best, no matter how bz we are, starting from my level to the big bosses from various companies, sume turun padang for this so-called charity event..It's a very good deal actually..cara kita mendekatkan diri dgn masyarakat, di samping menyalurkan mesej2 yg positif pd masyarakat. Profit alone doesn't measure the well-being of a company, as for me lah..dlm program ni, byk gak company yang take part..UOS, PCPP, Scomi, Halliburton, Shell, MI-Swaco, Petronas Mitco, Petronas Carigali, Murphy, Thundercranes, KST etc..ape yg aku suke lihat ialah, the bond between us whenever we conducting any events or programs can be obviously seen, & then the comittee also memang commit abis to make the program greatly happened, tiap event kite akan jupe ramai kenalan baru, and from thereof, the network was built...then we have a wide range of association..!

Mengenai murid2 yg join program td, aku mmg impressed gile..aku tak nafikan budak2 skolah rendah zaman skrg mmg bijak2.. antara pengisian program yg diselitkan td ialah presentation untuk murid2 skola berdasarkan tajuk yg diberikan..& kitorang combine ngn Scomi untuk present mengenai Recycle atau Kitar Semula...kami akan terangkan pd murid2 mengenai recycle dalam tempoh masa yg telah diberikan, n then, murid2 lak kene present balik ape yg dorg phm dlm discussion td kt dpn pentas in front of all the Managing Directors and others..actually, kitorg da dipesan supaya jgn pergi satu2 tajuk tu dalam sangat, maklumla, bdk skola rendah kan...takut nanti jd complicated sgt, dorg bleh jd pressure n hilang minat..tp ape yg berlaku adalah sebaliknya..so, don't you ever think that budak2 zaman skarang sama dgn zaman kite dulu..Group skola ktorg (ade 2 buah skola combine, so 60 org sumanye) mmg presentation yg plg mantapla antara sume group..percaya tak, kitorg just suruh dorg tulis kt kad manila yg simple2 je, then jenis2 benda yg bleh di recycle, dan tujuan recyle..tu je!! (sbb mase yg diperuntukkan untuk dorg present kt stage pun x lama)..bile turn group skola kitorg, lps present ape yg ade kt kad manila tu kan, ade satu bdk ni tetibe baca sajak dgn bersemangat, n then kwn2 dia kt blakang jd backup actor wat lakonan ringkas..perrggggghhhhhhhhh!!!! n then cara dorg nk dismiss lak sgt proper...aku mmg terpegun gile..mmg unpredictable..pdhal takde pun mase tok dorg wat latihan cmne nk bentang..rupanye, budak yg baca sajak td tu mmg ketua murid kt skola dia, & mmg nampak tokoh kepimpinan dia bile dia arrange murid2 lain (termasuk murid2 skola 1 lg tu)..aku ade ternampak dia jln2 row by row sambil bisik sesuatu kt murid2 group dia time group2 lain tengah present..tp aku xtau lak ape yg dia nak buat sebenarnye..bile bdk2 ni turun stage, aku, Mr. Azmi (Scomi) & Fauzi berpandangan sesama kitorang..dorg pun kagum..sampai Mr. Azmi tu kate, "Uih, aku tak ajar dorg benda2 tu tau!..kreatif btol la dorg..mmg bijak!"..haha..time bdk tu bace sajak tu, mmg berdiri bulu roma aku..yela, dia bace dgn penuh smgt, n then dia command kwn2 dia soh jerit "Kami Sayang Bumi Ini"..Amazing!
Actually, dari awal lg aku da nampak yg bdk2 ni mmg berbeza dr zaman aku dulu...cthnye, bile Master of Ceremony tanye soalan2 kuiz kan, sume murid2 yg ade kt dewan angkat tgn berebut nk jawab, sampai ade yg nangis sbb dia tak diberi peluang tok menjawab tu..huh!..sampai Mr. Darren (KST Bigboss) kate, "huiyoo, they're totally different with my school time..dulu aa, if the teacher ask, saya mmg takkan angkat tangan punya..mau lari lg ada"..hahaha...
So,
credits to all the teachers out there..u've such a great challenge and brilliant students to deal with, nowadays..

I'm looking forward to joining more and more events in the future..walaupun at the beginning, aku rase mcm, alahai, malasnyeeee nk bangun awal hari Sabtu..haha..

Failed.

2.15 pagi; Rabu; 22 April 2009

Aku baru je selesai menyiapkan satu task. Benda yg aku da buat last week sampai tak tido mlm (nasib baik weekend, & purposely did). Then, the next monday, aku submit kt Mr. Tom melalui email, 3hari aku abeskan tok buat benda tu, dlm masa sehari je dia leh reply blk email aku untuk bgtau yg ape aku buat tu 95% wrong!..uih, down gile..cuma ade 2 point yg aku wat betul, then point ke3 da start salah..dan hmmmm...ape lg, terikutla sampai ke point2 seterusnya salah).da la email tu aku cc kt Mr.GM dan lain2 yg berkenaan.

rase down sbb...
1st, aku rase cm sia2 je aku stay up 1 mlm suntuk nk buat benda tu dan akhirnye dpt tau yg sume tu salah..rase x berbaloi je, kalo aku ganti ngn tido kan lebih sedap mlm tu.
2nd, aku malu sbb sume yg aku wat tu salah dan GM aku pun tau aku wat salah..ngahahah...
yg plg hampeh, TSS yg duduk sebelah meja aku gelakkan aku cukup2..(jahat btol la, sepak kang!)..lps dpt emel tu, aku rase cm malas nk start it all over again..sakit kpala, sakit badan tau..da la bln ni rase exhausted sgt2. aku cuba kumpul blk sisa2 semangat yg ada, then aku start blk..& finally mlm ni aku da amend benda tu..cuma ade 1 part yg aku serius x leh wat, & rasanye kalo sampai tghari esok aku x dpt solution, aku nk give up dan tunggu je Mr. Tom dtg Labuan dr Jepun next week & ask for his guidance. but aku akan try lg esok..tengok mcmana..Must try, & prove something! aku kire, sok aku nak submit blk kt Tom, kali ni aku rase aku da wat sume dgn betul...(kalo salah gak x tau lah)..cuma masalahnye, aku da hilang kompiden untuk cc benda tu kt org lain..leh tak aku submit personally?sbb kang kalo salah lagi, agaknye org sebelah aku ni mau guling2 kt lantai gelakkan aku. sian kan aku..
Hmm..takpelah, aku cc jela kot...biarlah ape org nak kate..at least we try! aku blajar. bukannye crime pun. lgpun aku da biasa diketawakan. But, IF! benda yg aku submit tu completely correct, siapla ko org sebelah!..haha..
aku just pikir camtu je, kalo yg aku buat kali ni betul, mesti aku akan rase excited & eager to do more & more. hopefully lah..

lagipun, aku penah terbaca 1 wording ni...to be succeed, be prepared for more failures in the future..so what's now? Go for it!

Happiness is a Voyage

We convince ourselves that life will be better once we are married, have a baby, then another. Then we get frustrated because our children are not old enough, and that all will be well when they are older.Then we are frustrated because they reach adolescence and we must deal with them. Surely we’ll be happier when they grow out of the teen years. We tell ourselves our life will be better when our spouse gets his/her act together, when we have a nicer car, when we can take a vacation, when we finally retire. The truth is that there is no better time to be happy than right now. If not, then when? Your life will always be full of challenges. It is better to admit as much and to decide to be happy in spite of it all. For the longest time, it seemed that life was about to start.
Real life.

But there was always some obstacle along the way, an ordeal to get through, some work to be finished, some time to be given, a bill to be paid. Then life would start. I finally came to understand that those obstacles were life. That point of view helped me see that there isn’t any road to happiness. Happiness IS the road. So, enjoy every moment. Stop waiting for school to end, for a return to school, to lose ten pounds, to gain ten ounces, for work to begin, to get married, for Friday evening, for Sunday morning, waiting for a new car, for your mortgage to be paid off, for spring, for summer, for fall, for winter, for the first or the fifteenth of the month, for your song to be played on the radio, to die, to be reborn… before deciding to be happy.Happiness is a voyage, not a destination. There is no better time to be happy than… NOW!
Live and enjoy the moment.

Love Story by Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flash back starts
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince
And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
Romeo save me They're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby just say yes


*Suke la lagu ni..lyric & Vclip dia pun cam best..

I need u my sifu...!!!!!

AAAaaaa...camne nk wat multigrooving kt face shoulder ni...aku x reti...! da la certain portion je, angle lain2 plak tu...aku tengok drawing pun aku da rase nk juling tengok alpha, beta, gamma yg byk2 tu..kecik lak tuh. mendera btol! 1st connection yg aku jupe yg ade bende alah ni...btol la kate ko Mr. Tom, 5x more difficult! kalo ko kate 5x, aku kate 50x susah. tak tido mlm dibuatnye ko tau tak..(kalo ko, sure ko masih leh tdo awal)..nasib baikla, dlm dunia ni ade 'pirate of the carribean'..bole la aku install software tu kt umah n buat keje2 yg berkaitan ngn program kt umah. sakit kepala. pelik btol aku ngn spec connection baru ni, nak jugak aku tanye engineer yg design pipe connection tu, kenapa dia mesti wat groove kt face shoulder tu. ape fungsi dia, ape keburukan kalo bende tu takde, dan ape kelebihan kalo dia ade..(tp malaslah nk amek tau, wat tambah sakit pale aku je). kalo ikut kepala aku yg tak bijak ni, aku tengok cam tak lebih dari sekadar nak melawakan bentuk dia je..kalo tengok bentuk, mcm kipas je, mcm impeller pun ade, tp calculation dia,sikit pnye susah. program jgn ckp la. aku tak tau aku leh wat ke tak. tp aku tekad aku nak try gak no matter what. da la aku takde sape yg bleh dirujuk skrg ni..sifu aku pun kt jepun...emel jela jadi penghubung..nasib baikla dia jenis responsive orgnye..so, senang bekerjasama ngan dia..even dia on-leave pun dia tetap akan balas emel aku kt umah dia. i like u lah Mr. Tom! Mesti ko pening nak cek program aku nanti kan. Biar ko pening. Biar kite same2 pening. Ngahahah. Mane aci aku pening sorg je.
Okeh, target aku, aku mesti siap pipe ngn cplg nye program by next week! Mesti!

&*$#@!&^%$!!!

God! there're sooo many works to do..& it's too much! & next month wud be my crazy month ( which is already started lately), & May will full with audit agenda by various parties, & the qualification test for new connection will be conducted concurrently with all those encumbering audits..many things need to be monitored closely & it made my life disorderly scheduled..some more, the new plant is going to be setup soon, & i'm indirectly involved into some part of it (& actually it's not part of my job)!..what with my existing task to be completed..I'm going to die oredi. what fears me much is the new connection qualification test..it's definitely important for us to get the license to thread the connection..i don't even manage to finish the pin side program..so, don't talk about coupling yet..coz no sign to start it that soon..huhuhu..i hope i can work on it this weekend, all out! can i? this is absolutely 'bottlenecking' me inside out.
tired.